Conflict

My emotions are conflicting with my beliefs
My passion is conflicting with my religion
Conflicted emotions derived from the turmoil within me
Just makes me wish that I was buried 7 feet deep in the ground
Let the worms burry into my lifeless body
Let the scorpions have their fill of me
Let the snakes slither around me
Let my body enrich the soil
Let the beauty of nature grow above my grave
Nothing will stop me from feeling these emotions
They seem to be engraved into my damaged heart
Pain, deep at the bottom of my heart
Aches, especially whenever it realizes the conflict that it’ll faces
A situation that I cannot escape
A grave has been dug
This empty shell longs to be in it
To not feel any more pain
To not feel any more sorrow
To feel nothing at all….
To not feel any more pain
To not feel any more sorrow
To feel nothing at all….